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Its been a while; since I last saw him.
He still posses the traits that I like from him.
The kindness and understanding i saw in him.
The love that i didn't know will grow for him.
My hand is longing for his hands to hold.
My ears is longing to hear his laughter and gentle voice.
My eyes is longing to see him smiling and waiting for me.
and
My heart is longing to feel his presence near me.
I know i'm not worthy for the time that he gave me.
I know i'm uninteresting to be care about.
I know i'm too bland for his taste.
and
I know i'm too insipid to be praised.
but somehow he made me feel special.
he show me how to be cared.
he show me how to be proud of.
he show me how to be jealous.
and he show me that i'm worth loving for.
but now because of my insecurity i drove him away.
away from me, away from my feelings that grown for him.
I cant say a word.
i cant hardly cry cause i know its my fault.
now here i am alone and lonely
and hoping someday
i will fell in love with my own solitude
and accept the truth that hes just a memory
a memory that shown me that i'm worth loving for.
He still posses the traits that I like from him.
The kindness and understanding i saw in him.
The love that i didn't know will grow for him.
My hand is longing for his hands to hold.
My ears is longing to hear his laughter and gentle voice.
My eyes is longing to see him smiling and waiting for me.
and
My heart is longing to feel his presence near me.
I know i'm not worthy for the time that he gave me.
I know i'm uninteresting to be care about.
I know i'm too bland for his taste.
and
I know i'm too insipid to be praised.
but somehow he made me feel special.
he show me how to be cared.
he show me how to be proud of.
he show me how to be jealous.
and he show me that i'm worth loving for.
but now because of my insecurity i drove him away.
away from me, away from my feelings that grown for him.
I cant say a word.
i cant hardly cry cause i know its my fault.
now here i am alone and lonely
and hoping someday
i will fell in love with my own solitude
and accept the truth that hes just a memory
a memory that shown me that i'm worth loving for.