I'm happy but the joy inside is nowhere to be found.
I'm not afraid to learn and take a new step but i dont know how.
I'm completely nowhere but im here, in the same old place of mine.
I'm holding but there's nothing to hold..
I wanted to know why?
Now I'm praying and crying to God.
but He is only staring at me.
But somehow I can sense that He's telling me that I know the answer to all of these.
and all i need to do is to listen further within me.
now im confused and bothered
how can i listen within if im shouting inside
"WHY"?